Things I Think About Most of the Time.
How will I ever study again. How will I ever work again, doing what I love. I think about it all the time, most especially when I receive enormous amounts of money from work. Is this work? Do I love it? Will it last? Where should I be? My heart wants me to fly even if I get stuck studying treatment for hemorrhoids all the time. But half of it looks at my kids, especially my youngest and I cry. Maybe this year. Maybe next. I think about it all the time.
How will I ever move forward with enough anchor for me to make sure I dont get lost.
How will I ever lose weight.
How will I ever have more than 24 hours a day.
How will I ever learn to take things in stride. I am a very passive person – but when I get worked up, or I get fed up, it’s so hard for me to go back to being passive. Passive-aggressive, is that what I am?
